Things concerning me lately

My summer internship hunt. My lack of focus. Hours lost. Sleep too much or too little? My paunch. My privacy. My comfort. Productivity in absurd spurts. Companionship or lack of? My family. Life and death. Life, definitely life. Cleanliness maintenance. Law school as something I'm doing, not something I'm in. My aesthetic. My confidence, self-esteem, and accomplishments. Not failing in practice, not just theory. These are the things concerning me lately.